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Albert Silverberg ([personal profile] chikaidestroyer) wrote2008-12-18 09:43 pm

∞ 44: Another meeting [written/action]

Filtered to the council and Golbez
[written]


I would like to call a meeting in the very near future. We have much to talk about -- the tunnels, the desert, the fort, the ruins. In addition, we have the matter of a destructive new resident who had to be forcefully neutralized; Sir Golbez, another newcomer, can report on the matter.

Your thoughts on meeting soon, everyone. Mark is unfortunately absent due to our captors.

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[action]

[Albert is finally heeding his body's need for nourishment, going out to shop for groceries. He has a lot on his mind -- but really, when does he not?]

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Excuse me if I'm not offended.

[Caesar fumbles in his head for a topic, then gives up as none of what he can think of seems even remotely appropriate. He stands up from the chair, aiming to go out of the kitchen and give Albert some room to breathe.]

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
[There isn't much to explore in the house; Caesar finds himself at loss, again. He doesn't want to open the doors and peek inside the empty rooms, knowing one of the four would be this Albert's Caesar's. He shouldn't be the one to open that door.

In less than five minutes, Caesar is back to doing nothing, quietly leaning against the wall outside the kitchen. He wonders where Rune is, for the sake of wondering.]

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Caesar finally notices the owl, and begins contemplating whether he would be able to strike a deal with the bird. Maybe if he offered him an extra piece of bread, Rune would find it fair enough to lie to Albert that he brought the gloves.

Because he is designed to be pushed into awkward situations, Caesar manages to peek inside the kitchen just as when Albert looks out. Their eyes meet briefly, and he silently slips out from behind the wall into the kitchen.]

Albert can detect the lack of "You know I love you" sparkles in his eyes?:o

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
[Caesar recognizes the look. Of course I'm not yours. The hope, the suspicion, the evaluation and the strain. He is used to being treated as the "wrong" version of himself; obviously there is some kind of absolute standard regarding Caesar Silverbergs and he fails to meet it. It was nothing he couldn't handle -- if only he were still in that world where nothing ever stays in its place. He sits at the table, dropping his eyes to the bowl of soup. What am I if I'm not yours?]

Thanks.

He does, but he doesn't radiate the love like Luceti!Caesar does.

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 11:15 am (UTC)(link)
[He dismisses the thought as quickly as he can; it is too emotional, too sentimental for his taste, not at all suiting a Silverberg. It isn't going to help rectifying the situation, even if it is rather accurate in addressing the problem beneath it all. As Albert said, it isn't about him. It really doesn't matter. ...Perhaps his Caesar wouldn't feel the need to dismiss this kind of thoughts.

He eats quietly, not looking up from his food. He would eventually have to finish the bowl, and he doesn't know what to do. If anything, it would depend on what Albert would want to do.]

And well, he shouldn't.:| What's Albert going to do with this Caesar's love?

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 11:58 am (UTC)(link)
[Caesar slows his pace eating. It is evident Albert needs this meal. Maybe if he takes enough time, Albert would have a second helping.]

There's one room left, correct?

And in the dressing room?:o

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 12:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Albert, don't be silly.

I'll take the sister-in-law's room.

...I'll look forward to the day Albert makes my Caesar snap.:|;

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 12:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Because he shouldn't be the one opening the door. Because he knows without seeing that the room would be clean and tidy, even with its owner being absent for months.]

...Okay. [He gives Albert a reply anyway; it has been a long time since he had been chided to eat.]

He has yet to yell and stomp and cry his eyes out?:|

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Caesar smiles, noticing Albert eating more. He doesn't comment; thankfully he has grown out of the temptation of "I told you so", even though he still says it just to annoy people. He watches his pace, making sure he would finish the soup at least after Albert is half through his.]

...... ._. ...Maybe if the castle helps.

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 01:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Caesar glances at Albert for a moment.]

Is there anything you want?

You're underestimating Caesar. It allll depends on ALBERT's reaction.:|

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 01:36 pm (UTC)(link)
A good night kiss, maybe. A bedtime story. I don't know. [He lowers his eyes. There is something fascinating about the table.]

I, really shut up when I'm sleeping.

The reason he doesn't yell anymore is because it doesn't trigger the reaction he wants. So...

[identity profile] todisgrace.livejournal.com 2008-12-22 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[The table disappears as he shuts his eyes briefly. He never thought he could be relieved by being rejected.]

I don't intend to communicate with them.

[He follows Albert.]

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